thoughts.

Not traveling makes me anxious.

When there is nothing planned for me to leave this city and get on a plane somewhere, I feel unsteady. I feel stuck. I feel controlled. I am constantly thinking of a place to go in the future and see new places….and you know what? I don’t think theres anything wrong with that cause that feels completely natural to me. Traveling makes me feel whole and it makes me happy.

Maybe this feeling is kicking in overtime because today exactly one year ago that I left for Italy to live there for 4 months.

The boy and I are trying to figure out when we can go to Boston to meet his family…stay there for a few days. I am beyond excited and nervous for that trip.

This summer Ill be trying to get out to Ireland to see Mikaela (one of the few European countries I haven’t been too!) and in the Fall ill be going to Switzerland (again!) to see Athena.

So I guess I shouldn’t be too anxious right? I have things lined up and places to go soon enough. I just want to know…is this a healthy mindset?

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